I dont need you
im sick of loving people who will never return the feeling. sick of doing nice, [yet sometimes small] things for people just hoping it will make their day a little better; make them smile a little. i now realize how ridiculous caring is. it wont get you anywhere. and for some stupid reason i continue to do so, still hoping that maybe just it never works out that way though. no one will notice. no one will care. its just a waste of time. so unless you wanna end up like me, alone, pathetic and sick of life... stop caring, become a heartless arrogant bitch, and most likely, you'll get everything you ever wanted. i got kicked out today. im staying with lauren... im thinkin i may come back to xanga some.. for random posts and what not. i probly wont get a single comment on this... --JORDAYNE i give up on this stupid thing. whats the point. my myspace is next to go. fuck it.
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Name: Jordan
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Houston
Birthday: 10/10/1989
Gender: Female
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3/22/2005
MAYBE i can effect someone in a possitive way.i hate everything about the recent events in my life.
i feel as though the world has exploded, and im the only survivor.
stuck here, with no one to keep me company, no one to keep me from pain.
no one to hold me back, from giving in to the beauty and elegence of death.
no one.
love, love is a four letter lie.
a simple word that means nothing, nothing but agony and distress.
love is fake.
and complicated.
and its a waste of emotion.
